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You spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
For the break that would make it ok.
There's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and its hard at the end of the day...
I need some distraction,
a beautiful release.
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
and weightless
and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight.

"Angel" Sarah McLachlan


Achingly beautiful...

This song is gorgeous.
"It Doesn't Matter" Alison Krauss & Union Station


You guys are the best...

Just a quick thanks for all the love and support you guys have shown since my last post. I'm "hanging in there," and I wouldn't ever be able to do it without you guys.

There aren't words to express my gratitude... or to let you know how LUCKY I am to have you in my life.


Today I get this. I _really_ get it.

"All I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am"

'Iris' - Goo Goo Dolls

"Even though the moment's passed me by,
I still can't turn away.
And all the dreams you never thought you'd lose
get lost along the way...

Scars are souvenirs you never lose -
the past is never far.
Did you lose yourself somewhere out there
Did you get to be a star?
Don't it make you sad to know that life
is more than who we are?
You grew up way too fast,
and now there's nothing to believe
The reruns are become our history."

'Name' - Goo Goo Dolls

"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."
-Norman Cousins

"You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you."
-Walt Disney

BUFFY: Does it ever get easy?
GILES: You mean life?
BUFFY: Yeah. Does it get easy?
GILES: What do you want me to say?
BUFFY: Lie to me.
GILES: Yes, it's terribly simple. The good guys are always stalwart and true, the bad guys are easily distinguished by their pointy horns or black hats, and, uh, we always defeat them and save the day. No one ever dies, and everybody lives happily ever after.
BUFFY: Liar.
'Lie to Me' - BtVS Season Two

Ten Haikus

I love these random meme generators... so, without further ado:

Haikus for evedallas89509

to show for it and
see it immediately
it's beautiful

and everyone
played it in iowa where i
need to remember

like skin it will be
the goddamned dress they bury
me in new music

my friend my boyfriend
the man i thought i would
give anything for

exploding in slow
motion how the hell do i
know what's at stake

only a kiss it
was only a kiss let's
just say you're happy

if you give me a
band aid for this really
i need some nudging

if you will ever
love me be the man i thought
you could never be

and love hurts to live
anything but open in
a reason to stay

in the end i hope
this isn't a fluke i hope
you are left for me.

(from memes.angrygoats.net)

Words to Live By

Be kinder than necessary.
Everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
You never know when a moment and a few sincere words can have an impact on a life.
Dreams aren't perfect - they come true... not free.